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July 2009

34 posts

I get to actually go out and about the city like last time, I loved it there. I need to get a few college visits down too. Ehhhh..

there’s a _______ _____ ___ __ _____ ______ _____, but I am going to be in a car crossing all sorts of borders. I’m pretty bummed I am missing it. I’ll get a thing or two from Boston though. (:

and I am still up accomplishing nothing as usual and thinking too much. I don’t mind it, but I could reallly use some sleep in my bed since it’s the last time I am gonna be able to be in it for the next four plus days. I am supposed to get up in two hours, I guess I’ll nap. I’m reallly glad I am leaving though.

Last summer I remember spending everyday of my life up north and out doors, spending, at minimum, two or three hours laying out before considering doing anything else. I was actually happy then. Now all I do is sulk around indoors with nothing to do, it’s stupid.

Somebody new needs to follow me, I don’t like having an even number of followers. God that sounds creepy, followers. But shit, I like my sixth folllower, minus the fact that she FELL OFF THE FACE OF THIS DEAR PLANET WE CALL EARTH.

I really really reallllly don’t enjoy sharing a room with someone. I like my own space. It’s nothing against the other person, I just find it really awkward.

sit up all night long and let my mind wander, I start thinking and thinking, which reallly isn’t a bad thing. But then it gets to the point where I think so much that the things I think just cannot be explained or put into words. It’s almost as if I go beyond thinking. It’s sort of scary really. It happened while I was driving today, and I feel as though it became uncontrollable,...

songsyouusedtolove: Day 237. Shannon, I hope that...

songsyouusedtolove: Day 256. So tell me what you...

I swear. You know that slightly uncomfortbable feeling of being watched? Yeah, the one I have alll the time, that has me constantly looking out windows and behind my shoulder or checking my rear view mirror. It’s ridiculous.

the exact same way.. taylorbamrick: i hate seeing people in love. it just makes me think of how bad i want somebody to hold, somebody to hangout with all the time, somebody to fight with, somebody to grow closer and closer to, somebody to make happy, somebody that i can care for, somebody that will put up with me. ughhhhhhhhhh. i hate being alone.

Person 1: No, I'm fucking raping you!

Person 2: That is the hottest thing I've ever heard.

Noise Cancelling

headphones, and headphones in general just make me more paranoid. Like thanks for the great sound being channeled directly to my eardrums, but I also like being alert and ready just in case someone decides to sneak up on me. What happens when I am taken by complete suprise by an evil villainous person? I wont even have had time to asses the situation and prepare myself. I could play mindtricks and...

I don’t speak English, so don’t try and understand a single word uttered from this mouth.

start posting more meaningful things, not stupid popsicle jokes or pictures of sexy men. or things like this.

“It was honestly just the most foreign thing to me..”

– Shannon Elizabeth

Q: What do you do when your fish sings flat?

A: Tune-A-Fish (Tunafish)

Q: Why was the bad baseball team so hot?

A: They didn't have any fans.

Popsicle Stick Riddle

Q: Why didn't the rabbit trust the comb?

A: He heard it teased hares.

Finish this text, please

Father: Finish this text for me please
Me: Okay.. What else do you want?
Father: Put w-t-f
Me: Uhm, alright, anything else?
Father: Uhmm, yes, nigger..
Father: N-I-G-G-E-R

for the weekend. Text it, keep me sane.

Skinny, fat, tall, short, smart, dumb, emotional, insignificant, cool, good, nice, strong, sneaky, mean, smelly, nerdy, flamboyant, ugly, late, naïve, experienced, fun, pretty, extravagant, happy, masculine, boring, sketchy, lovely, sporty, prissy, bitchy, kinky, destructive, far, conservative, significant, blunt, rude, disciplined, drunk, crabby, frisky, depressed, high, early, caring,...

I love how Shannon hi-jacks my tumblr.

I am a total tool. and I love Shannon Elizabeth almost as much as I want to be in C’Mon’s pants.

Disorders and Diagnosis

take so much damn effort.

The freedom to act or judge on one’s own. Something a lot of people need to learn. Let’s stop being what others want us to be and start being ourselves. You might find something out.

What Sarah Said

And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409 And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself that I’d already taken too much today As each descending peak on the LCD took you a little farther away from me Away from me Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say...

What has it become anymore? Just an everyday routine, something in the need of spicing up, or something so hectic and stressful at times that it seems that you wont get even a second to relax. Maybe it’s just the past melding into the future creating the present. Whatever it is, it needs to change.